only 5 more months to graduation.

I'm so sick of school and everyone in it. I am way to much of a push over & that is not what I want to be. I'm tired of worrying if someone is going to get mad at me or if I'm not going to ever have any friends. i need to get out.
I don't want to look back on my life & regret anything. I think i'm just going to start not caring & let whatever happens happen. What's going on in high school right now will not matter even 2 years from now, so why worry about it right now? true friends will stay with you no matter what and all the pieces that need to fall together will. So that's what I'm going to work on... myself. I'm going to focus on me and what is right for me. 
I find out if I am accepted to Francis Marion tomorrow & I talked on the phone to my admissions counselor from Columbia College today for like 20 minutes, not about school, she was just seeing how everything was & that made me feel good. She actually cares about what's going on in my life and she doesn't look at me as just another application. 
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"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when their right. You believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"