well, Thanksgiving is over & school starts back tomorrow :(
I'm not looking forward to that at all.
I don't know what has been wrong with me lately, sometimes i just get mad or annoyed & i wanna be left alone. I don't know why, nobody is upsetting me. i don't whats wrong, oh well.
so this weekend i realized that i'm over it. That waiting for you and even being friends with you isn't worth it anymore. i could be missing out on something good because of you. i'm not gonna think about you anymore.
haha i hope that wasn't dramatic, but there are just some things that are good to realize earlier than later.
i got my SAT scores back, i didn't do too bad. i think i have figured out what schools i would like to apply for: Winthrop, Columbia, Francis Marion, and Newberry. I wish i was brave enough to go to like university of southern california or something but i'd never make it that far away haha.
I can't believe i missed like an entire week of this but i'm sure i'll be back to normal since school starts tomorrow, i'm going to go and actually do something productive.
oh, i'm not much of emotional person at all, and i don't cry a lot, but today i saw this old couple with their dog walking down the road with a wagon full of bags, and my heart sank for them. i want to save the world.
"keep your head up, your gonna make it, i promise, just keep ya head up."
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