my life could not be any better, i'm so happy now <3




arb (:

I'm really discouraged today

:(

break the routine because everything is second to your dreams <3

today i realized that i have no idea what i am going to do the rest of my life.

& everyone is getting acceptance letters to college except me.

oh boy.

i learned today that you cant always make everyone happy. at some point in time you have to make yourself happy. you don't necessarily have to hurt anyone but your happiness should matter for once. if i was in someone else's position i would tell them not to worry what anyone else had to say and they should go for what they want. i'm going to take my own advice. there is no need to be a people-pleaser all the time. i also realized that it is easier for me to make these decisions now. i'm so happy with my life. i know that i have the greatest friends who always have my back. i couldn't ask for any 3 better best friends. <3

i was suppose to work tonight & i just totally wrote down the wrong schedule, so i didn't show up. i feel awful. but on the bright side i had dinner with alston & his family, that was great. there was a bunch of things that should have made this a bad day, but for some reason, i smiled all day, thank you. (:

I'll fight their doubt & give you faith.

I'm going to make myself happy this time & you are what makes me happy.

happy new years eve! :)

even though i know i shouldn't get my hopes up, they are already sky high.
i like you so much. i'm an idiot. 

hey, i like you.

today has been beyond amazing!
serving went good today, i know i am going to do well.
i just realized that i have so much to be thankful for. 
i dont want to jinks myself but everything is working out in my favor this time & i'm happy, if everyday could be like today i would want it to be.






"it seems like there is someone who always disapproves, so don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine, & i'll fight their doubt and give you faith. <3" 

5 months to graduation!

I had such a wonderful Christmas!
spending it with family & friends couldn't have been more awesome! :)
I start waitressing at brixx monday, i'm so excited about that.
life is great right now.<3

hahahaha.

On my end of the rope, i'm done. i'm growing up.

Today has been good, I think my car is almost ready <3

& I realized earlier today that Christmas is only 3 days away.

Well, i'm going to watch Charlie St. Cloud! 

<3

Today has been a really great day!
I got moved up to a server today at Brixx so I'll be waiting tables :) request me if you eat there!
I cant wait to get my car back! hopefully it'll be soon! 
life is great <3

people are always going to be mean and put someone else down to make themselves feel better. its time to grow up.

today was awesomeeee!

I'm doing what I should have done 5 years ago, leaving you in the past. 


- everything is good right now & I'm happier than I have been in a long time.

All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life.

I'm so happy with everything right now :) 

I bet you got pushed around,
Somebody made you cold,
But the cycle ends right now,
You can’t lead me down that road.

This week has been greatttt.
I'm so glad that I am finally done with English! I presented my project today & I think i actually did really good. Now I just have to present my Teacher Cadet portfolio and I'm done with two classes! 
This past week has made me feel like a ton of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Everything is good, I can't complain.


Well, I'm pretty sure I'll have something interesting later, but for now, I'm just sleepy & I'm headed to bed.

oh, wait, I'm ready for my car to be out of the shop. omgg.

I got my retainer today, it hurts so bad!
only 4 more days of school left until the break! thank goodness, i need that break.
oh, i applied for a credit card today, say what?!?!?!
:)


i love this song by the black eyed peas! iiiiiiiii had the time of my life and i never felt this way before and i swear this is true that i owe it all to you.








i'm in a great mood, i love this. <3

" everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you cant have a rainbow without a little bit of rain"

my birthday is tomorrow.




i'm going to put something inspiring...

that was funny.

So tonight my friend kyle took me out to dinner for my birthday, it was fun :) 
he's really goofy so it was nice being able to just laugh about stupid stuff. It was really nice of him, thank you :)
I'm getting so fed up with school. I have that anxious feeling where i want to get out soooo bad. I'm going to go back to guidance to figure out if i can get out early or something. come on may 28!
I went & got a massage today. It was the bet thing in the whole world. I wish i could get one of those everyday because then i'd always feel great haha. & when i walked into the spa i saw Mara! I was so happy to see her, i missed her so much! 
I'm trying to keep my mind off things, so i'm just going to bed.

"If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again"