break the routine because everything is second to your dreams <3

today i realized that i have no idea what i am going to do the rest of my life.

& everyone is getting acceptance letters to college except me.

oh boy.

i learned today that you cant always make everyone happy. at some point in time you have to make yourself happy. you don't necessarily have to hurt anyone but your happiness should matter for once. if i was in someone else's position i would tell them not to worry what anyone else had to say and they should go for what they want. i'm going to take my own advice. there is no need to be a people-pleaser all the time. i also realized that it is easier for me to make these decisions now. i'm so happy with my life. i know that i have the greatest friends who always have my back. i couldn't ask for any 3 better best friends. <3

i was suppose to work tonight & i just totally wrote down the wrong schedule, so i didn't show up. i feel awful. but on the bright side i had dinner with alston & his family, that was great. there was a bunch of things that should have made this a bad day, but for some reason, i smiled all day, thank you. (: