my life could not be any better, i'm so happy now <3




arb (:

I'm really discouraged today

:(

break the routine because everything is second to your dreams <3

today i realized that i have no idea what i am going to do the rest of my life.

& everyone is getting acceptance letters to college except me.

oh boy.

i learned today that you cant always make everyone happy. at some point in time you have to make yourself happy. you don't necessarily have to hurt anyone but your happiness should matter for once. if i was in someone else's position i would tell them not to worry what anyone else had to say and they should go for what they want. i'm going to take my own advice. there is no need to be a people-pleaser all the time. i also realized that it is easier for me to make these decisions now. i'm so happy with my life. i know that i have the greatest friends who always have my back. i couldn't ask for any 3 better best friends. <3

i was suppose to work tonight & i just totally wrote down the wrong schedule, so i didn't show up. i feel awful. but on the bright side i had dinner with alston & his family, that was great. there was a bunch of things that should have made this a bad day, but for some reason, i smiled all day, thank you. (:

I'll fight their doubt & give you faith.

I'm going to make myself happy this time & you are what makes me happy.

happy new years eve! :)

even though i know i shouldn't get my hopes up, they are already sky high.
i like you so much. i'm an idiot. 

hey, i like you.

today has been beyond amazing!
serving went good today, i know i am going to do well.
i just realized that i have so much to be thankful for. 
i dont want to jinks myself but everything is working out in my favor this time & i'm happy, if everyday could be like today i would want it to be.






"it seems like there is someone who always disapproves, so don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine, & i'll fight their doubt and give you faith. <3"