happy new years eve! :)

even though i know i shouldn't get my hopes up, they are already sky high.
i like you so much. i'm an idiot. 

hey, i like you.

today has been beyond amazing!
serving went good today, i know i am going to do well.
i just realized that i have so much to be thankful for. 
i dont want to jinks myself but everything is working out in my favor this time & i'm happy, if everyday could be like today i would want it to be.






"it seems like there is someone who always disapproves, so don't you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine, & i'll fight their doubt and give you faith. <3" 

5 months to graduation!

I had such a wonderful Christmas!
spending it with family & friends couldn't have been more awesome! :)
I start waitressing at brixx monday, i'm so excited about that.
life is great right now.<3

hahahaha.

On my end of the rope, i'm done. i'm growing up.

Today has been good, I think my car is almost ready <3

& I realized earlier today that Christmas is only 3 days away.

Well, i'm going to watch Charlie St. Cloud! 

<3

Today has been a really great day!
I got moved up to a server today at Brixx so I'll be waiting tables :) request me if you eat there!
I cant wait to get my car back! hopefully it'll be soon! 
life is great <3

people are always going to be mean and put someone else down to make themselves feel better. its time to grow up.

today was awesomeeee!

I'm doing what I should have done 5 years ago, leaving you in the past. 


- everything is good right now & I'm happier than I have been in a long time.

All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life.

I'm so happy with everything right now :) 

I bet you got pushed around,
Somebody made you cold,
But the cycle ends right now,
You can’t lead me down that road.

This week has been greatttt.
I'm so glad that I am finally done with English! I presented my project today & I think i actually did really good. Now I just have to present my Teacher Cadet portfolio and I'm done with two classes! 
This past week has made me feel like a ton of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Everything is good, I can't complain.


Well, I'm pretty sure I'll have something interesting later, but for now, I'm just sleepy & I'm headed to bed.

oh, wait, I'm ready for my car to be out of the shop. omgg.

I got my retainer today, it hurts so bad!
only 4 more days of school left until the break! thank goodness, i need that break.
oh, i applied for a credit card today, say what?!?!?!
:)


i love this song by the black eyed peas! iiiiiiiii had the time of my life and i never felt this way before and i swear this is true that i owe it all to you.








i'm in a great mood, i love this. <3

" everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you cant have a rainbow without a little bit of rain"

my birthday is tomorrow.




i'm going to put something inspiring...

that was funny.

So tonight my friend kyle took me out to dinner for my birthday, it was fun :) 
he's really goofy so it was nice being able to just laugh about stupid stuff. It was really nice of him, thank you :)
I'm getting so fed up with school. I have that anxious feeling where i want to get out soooo bad. I'm going to go back to guidance to figure out if i can get out early or something. come on may 28!
I went & got a massage today. It was the bet thing in the whole world. I wish i could get one of those everyday because then i'd always feel great haha. & when i walked into the spa i saw Mara! I was so happy to see her, i missed her so much! 
I'm trying to keep my mind off things, so i'm just going to bed.

"If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again"

here's a toast to the douche bags.

That really hurt my feelings...

but thats okay, your only making me stronger.

"Theres a hero, if you look inside your heart, you don't have to be afraid of what you are. There's an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away.   Its a long road when you face the world alone no one reaches out a hand for you to hold. You can find love if you search within yourself and the emptiness you felt will disappear. oh, lord knows dreams are hard to follow. but don't let anyone tear them away. Hold on, there will be tomorrow, in time you find the way. 

Then a hero comes alone with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive. 

So when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you finally see the truth that a hero lies in you."

i have high hopes.

My birthday is almost here! (:
Christmas is almost here too, i'm excited to buy my family presents this year, i want to get them something good.
I don't really have anything to say.
once again though, i want this to work out...

"If you love something set it free, if it comes back it was mean to be, but if it flies let it soar, just know God has something better in store"

tired.

this once i'd like for this to work out.


"All Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot."